my daddi (: we were at vivo, at a really high class restaurant ! i ate sharkfin, ♥ and the food were quite delicious . yummy (: but, its really expensive .
we was as vivo after my Lamda exam , and frankly speaking , the exam was reallyyy going smoothly on that friday, the examiner is a female ! (: and i think she's very kind . There's a really "hot guy" which Carey finds him really hot . i must say tht i partly agree w this manzxc ^^ haha , he and the other guy was kind too ! but ... they talk very deep~ Tracy and i were having difficulties understanding them though ^^ they were quite fun to talk with . (Y) went to buy school shoes, but i cannot find the design that i want ): nevermind nevermind , i shall go out with my classmates to buy ! dad went to Macau(?) today, quite sadzxc cause he never ask me whether wanna go anot , idk how describe this feeling ): nvmnvm , suasua .hais , i have violin concert at dec4 sia, i don't want preform ): ohyah ! i gonna lie that im going overseas (: ahya, dk luhrs , dao shi hou cai decide . i want to preform, but yet, i don't want . Reasons that i don't want :
I have stagefright(i think)
I scared i forgot the notes when playing halfway, dunno whether is natural or sharp .
I scared that i will play the wrong notes, idk whether can see the music scores anot . but im still really scared
I scared if perform the piece too short, the audience don't like, perform too long(if the piece is diffcult) then i scared i forget the notes . (if cannot see the notes)
I just don't dare/want lahhh , fuck, don't force me !
Reason why i want :
Can know whether am i able to perform for the first time alone .
See i dare anot .
