when he msg me just now , i had the confused feeling , cause i was thinking , Should i reply or Should i not reply ? my mood was like so good when i was chatting with Meilin and Darren just now . But when i saw the msg . my mood totally changed . My heart felt like it sank 1cm from where its originally position was . I told myself , he should be just jokking only , but another minute , i though about the opp meaning . Today very early in the morning, cs msg me , i kinda vent my anger out on him and didn't reply him anymore . He said sorry . but , it sounds like he wasn't saying sorry from the bottom of his heart . So , i didn't reacted to his msg . I simply ignore I simply didn't care I simply didn't bother I simply Hated him, but i can't bring myself to hate him I simply HATED myself for a second I simply wish that i didn't know him, and all of his friends I simply thought that it was okay for me to do that A simple two word that came out from their mouth , left me miserable . Heartbroken, Anger , Sadness
