If i were given a chance to know you better, i wouldn't, cause, you threw that chance away for me to know you, & ihateyou, you hurt me, "backoff" (:
Today, boring day at home.. Wanted to go out to take my helix in a piercing shop.. Darn it.. I don't want to manually take out.. Cause xingan says its gonna be veryveryvery pain ): Thks for the advice anyway ^^ Love you (: ..
"Quarelled" w E ytd.. She was being unreasonable.. I can't talk to her friend(as in reply her friends in facebook).. How unreasonable can it be. Gosh. But i gave in... FML .. Just backoff please.. Thats what she said, since there's a please.. I'd give in..
But it really kills me you know.. Twice alr.. First is K, then later is E. I just,.... hais.... We were like good friends, Sists in fact, both of them .. But now? Everything changed.. The few time we talked before 2010 started, she shared her family problems with me, almost everything ! Saying i am a Xiaomeimei, calling me a meimei.. I love that feeling alright?! You're a Dajiejie, you're my VanillaJie once.. Although it sounds quite childish.. But its still a friendship that we shared.
But now.. Just like some strangers.. She like don't want talk to me..Don't like me can just tell me mah... Everytime post on her wall, reply me like want to die.. Im sad.. Im seriously sad luhr.. But forget it.. Since she wants it this way, so be it.
Even though you're pretty & friendly once,
even though you're once nice to me,
even though we once loved each other as Sists,
even though i still want to know you better,
even though i still want to be close to you,
even though i still cannot give up this Sisterhood,
even though i want to share my problems with you..
But, everything must end right?
Nuthead nvr talk to me anymore ): .. Well, it all ends well isn't it? I feel very regretful for myself.. To make girls/boys friends from other school.. & in the end.. They end up "killing" me , one aftr another.. I hate this so much. & Its making me cherish my schl mates even more (:
Rachel.GreenAlien, Jaya.SexyBabe, Emerlin.AhlianSis, Joie.Valentine's, Hazel.Steady LOL, Meilin, Weijing, Farah, Putri.Pinkypie, Sharmin, Chantal, Sheryl . etc, (paisey if i missed your names.) I love you guys always okay? Thks for being there for me.. Sharing problems with each other, Bitching about people, Shared Drinks/Food blablablababla ! I'll try to continue to be a good friend to you, must be tiongxim forever. HAHA !
Haha, i feel drunk for no reasons.. LOL .. I want my Helix to stop being a bitch to me.. Pain la.. Meilin uhr.. I don't want pierce my ear anymore.. ! Hurts.. Like how im feelingnow ):
P/s : This friendships and Sisterhoods are driving me crazy........ FML
So Beast ! kamsahamnida
