For what you've done, you'll repay it twice.
비스트's.
Big Bang's TOP's.
CN Blue's Minhyuk's.


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BEAST/B2ST, Since 16 October 2009
Fuckofffarfaraway aye :D

1J 2009
2J 2010

AliciaL Basyirah
Callista
CarrieSWY, ♥
ChermineW
CyrusL
DarrenTan
DoreenL, ♥
ElviraT
EmerlinY.AHLIAN, ♥
FarahN, ♥
GeraldineG.MONSTER, ♥
HuipingY, ♥
IsaacLDX.STUPID
Jaya, ♥
JennyT.XINGAN, ♥
JinghongC.BESTF
JoieL.VALENTINE, ♥
JojoLJY, ♥
Kamilah, ♥
Kylie
Li QiP.GAN-DI
SabrinaL.BESTIES
MadelineH.SIST
MeilinP, ♥
NatashaDS, ♥
NicoleMNBZ, ♥
OliviaY.HUNNY, ♥
PutriNWIFEY, ♥
Rachel.GREENALIEN, ♥
RebeccaC.JIEH, ♥
RegineY
TriciaSJR.小 T', ♥
TrishaAM, ♥
VivenL, ♥
WeijingT, ♥
WeiThongG.KOR, ♥
ZoeySUGARHEART, ♥
If i missed your name, just tag me yeah <: Loves




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I no longer miss you, I rather miss the past, than talking to the present you.
You pretended like nothing happened in the past.
You're full of mystery. And i got nothing to say.
& yes, i think you should smile and act like nothing have happen.
I've learn to live without you, i thought i couldn't, but i've live longer than i've expected.

Bored at home now. Kinda not feeling well, am i gonna have a fever O: I want FEVER
Doesn't matter, have fever better, den can skip yog training :D HAHAHA
I shall go eat my durian, i think that was the last fruit i ate that my fever got worse. LOLOL

Shall update again ltr then.

Hihi again <: Its 3.32pm nao.
& I still have no idea what to do. I feel like sleeping, but ltr at night cannot sleep -_____-
I've been on the com for the pass 3-4hours? Hais, not constructive way of wasting time though.
Msning and twittering Tricia & Weijing just now.
I'm not having a fever >___< Just feeling abit unwell, i think i'm getting a sore throat O:
Thats bad >:
I wanna go gugu's house, but i lazy to walk there now. X____X
Fuck sch holidays, don't wanna stay at home.
&& yay, tmr im gonna go shopping with Meilin, Weijing and Joie :D
Okay! i sumpa i'm gonna buy something!
Should i buy a sling bag or backpack? O:
I need more nice clothes and shorts! Shopping tmr, i need that. Alot.
But after that i think im gonna be broke TT.TT


HIHI ^^
Done with my lovey-dovey post for TanWeijing and TriciaSoh :D
HAHAHAHA.
Anyways, today's YOG was funnnnnnnn~
When i going down the stairs, Weijing was coming up, she screamed when she saw me. AWWWW soo touched :D (x100000)
Went on the bus, watched the Grandma singing baby in the bus with Meilin. Laughed until like siao kiahz xPP
During training we were laughing @ Yy's hair. Idk what the hell is her name but she look very funny and ridiculous.
3/4 of her left side's hair was short, den suddenly got the 1/4's side suddenly long like shiat.
Weijing, Meilin, Putri, Nicole and me laughing like AHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA. *Laughs.
Then later when doing the word formation thing, Mrs Fransis come say ask me whether i got dye my hair, thn i think i nodded my head? dunno, den l8r ask me by wed dye back hair then jiu walk off liao -___-
L8R! when gonna do the bird formation in the triangle formation that time, stupid lah.
Ms leetingting and Ms sim caught me for my hair colour again. Suey ttm lah today.
confirm is leetingting go tell ms sim to catch me one lor, cos last time sec 1 catch me i also won't listen to her one.
den ms sim ask me "why is ur hair diff colour"? @ 1st i quiet one sial, but i think she kinda nice to me lah, then i just answer her also loh, since leetingting walk away also. thn say "your mum & dad both chinese right"?
Thn she say give me a date to dye back my hair to black, i say sch reopen lor, thn she say NO is BEFORE sch reopen thn u must dye back to black before you step into sch. I okayokayokay to her, thn she let me go back liao. Haiyo mouth tired la me! Must explain to Joie, Meilin, Jojo and Alien wat happen :X

After yog, went to Raya's house for awhile, then later Jojo and Alien texting me. About dying back to normal hair colour. Then last min S.O.S go to Kembangan(?)sp MRT Station. Walk until leg sibei paain :/
Reached, saw Huimin, Jojo, Alien and Mag (: they bought hairdye liao then went HM's house, her mum help me and Alien dye. HAHAHA, but SAD. Our hair both now look like OrhLulu one. -.- cheh, stupid teachers. @:  Thn arnd 6.15 left her house went home.
I don't like black hair! Nvm lah.
Alien say you want we go dye back lighter brown during the November? or was she just saying herself?~ LOL, nvm! i'm gonna go dye with her again! Waaa, shiok (Y)

I'm tired alrdy. I miss today's yog.
I wanna watch KarateKid againz~
I wanna dye my hair back to light brown again~
I wanna highlight a few strands of my bangs pink too~ Like Key's. NICE (L)


Tricia's a girl who's:
Noisy (!)
Having a BLG's Paul's obsession
Pretty ^^
Loud O:
Older than me YET she's my YOUNGER SISSY from last year?
Eh, y were you my sis? in fb also. I FORGOTTEN :X Opps, anyways NVM.
Just know that I LOVE YOU TOO <:
A big girl who's older than me yet she's my younger sis


She's the retarded friend anyone could have,
She's the one who'll care about you when you're sick,
She's the kind of friend who'll BE HAPPY AS LONG AS I'M HAPPY~ HAHAHAHAHA LOLOLOL
She's a noisy, retarded, loud, annoying friend (!) Indeed..
And many many more.
P/s
SHE'S THE ONE WHO'LL IMITATE ANYONE'S RETARDED ACTIONS.
(To make herself look retarded, but doesn't matter lah. cos she's one ardly) :D
27August. I'LL REMEMBER IT!
The lil' girl who's one day younger than me.


Today no tuition, :D
was msging Alicia the whole day instead. slept around 4+-6+
Kkay short post, tmr have training. Wonder how it will go tmr~
Kay lah, bye.


Pictures not up yet!
Anyways, shall blog about yesterday <:
Left house about 1.10, took 65. Met Kamilah in the bus.
Reached vivo, went to meet Huimin, Alicia and Geraldine.
HAHAHAAH, then wait for Magdalene outside Candy Empire.
After while, Mag came. den donno how. we walk walk walk until outside Igloo(?) sp.
Waited for Tabitha, come alrdy then Mag treated us lunch. Haha, thanks.
Went skypark after that. Mag was WET! HAHAHAH, HappyBirthdayGirl :D
After playing, Huimin follow Mag go toilet change. Then sat around skypark. Alicia got splinter(?)sp.
Tried helping her take out for like 10mins but she say want go toliet coz her butt also kena. LOL, obscene.
HAHA, yay. Alicia came back luckly Huimin found her nametag, she ask me help her take out, WOOOO.
Less than 1/2mins take out for her alrdy. :D I feel accomplished! LOLs
Went buy movie tickets, wanted watch KarateKid budden i think sold out. So watched ToysStory3.
So before movie start, went walkwalk. Walk around with Alicia.
Heart2Heart talk. (L)
When Mag wanted go try clothes, we went to the Addidas shop sit inside, don't let the others know what we talking and looking at.
Then got seperated. Went to find them. Kinda walking around see food also. HAHA. Then went into the 3rd shop before we found them.
Eh Mei! "2 SQUARES AWAY" Remember? HAHAHHA, Its the inside joke.
6.30 liddat went to the Cinema level walk around first. They went buy popcorn ++
6.50pm movie start. Nice movie. But i still wanna watch KarateKid TT.TT
Shall watch it soon then <:
ps if post is wordy. pictures up soon.

I really don't want you to get the wrong idea about everything. Cos it seems so complicating.
我不希望你误会我们两人的感情. 因为我们永远不会有机会, 在一起.
谢谢你, 给我的回忆.
我不想伤害你, 可以继续成为朋友，而不是恋人吗?

And people reading this! Don't get the wrong idea. Some are lyrics only.


I LOVE ALICIA LIM HUI EN! (L)
HAHAHAHAHA
One and only MEI can !? <:
Must be touched hor! You ask me post this then i post one esp. for you la!
I REMEMBER YOUR BIRTHDAY LORHHHHH!
NOT FAIR, DON'T REMEMBER MINE ):
Fine! LOL, \m/
Loves,


Morning peeps <:
I slept at like 10plus yesterday.
Woke up a few times in between, 1plus. Sleep back.
5.30plus liddat wake up again, couldn't sleep alrdy -_____-
So yeap, for the pass almost 1/2hrs i've been trying to sleep but, cheh! can't sleep. So 8 woke up play com until now.

如果我變成回憶,
That song reminds me of ________.

Just finish my breakfast <: fullfull.
Goin bathe soon <: <: <:
Maybe updating later again.
Bye xiao hai zi men~
Btw, TAG MOREEEEEE <:


Helloharlow :D
I'm bored @ home, again.
yeap, again. nvm, i'm gonna go out tmr :D (x100)
can't wait to go out of the house.
Today i was miserably alone at home with the thunder and lightning D:
But was msn-ing Weijing <: She's a retard. Indeed she is one.
Was suppose to meet Raya this morning, but then, plan changed ):
Cos violin was @ 2.30pm too >: then no time follow too. Plan changed again anyways. LOL
See you tmr O:
Eh sshiatzzz.. I still owe Farah's, Chantal's Raya's and Joie's birthday present TT.TT i'm sorry girls. I'll go buy it soon then.
But then, what should i buy. Last year,
Farah bought me a SnowGlobe and Anna Sui's perfume.
Chantal bought me Chocolates and lots of chocolates and a Mirror
(Eh wait, i give her present alrdy, but its nothing much ): just some small handphone strap)
Raya gave me a card.
Joie and I weren't that close back then, though she didn't give me anything, but still, she invited me to her birthday party this year.
End here then,
p/s, I still miss you alot.


I THINK SS501 IS AWESOME TOO <3
HAHAHAHHA, MEILIN DON'T KILL ME IF YOU SEE THIS <:
ITS ALMOST 1 & I CAN'T SEEM TO SLEEP O:
Poor me. HAHAHAHHA,
IM THIRSTY AND I WANNA DRINK A GLASS OF SUPER COLD WATER (Y)
Haiz. But i scared at night need wake up go pee.
I LAZYYYYYY!
I'm listening to songs @ youtube now. ITS BORINGGGG

baby let me love ya love ya love ya, baby let me be the one to love you right.

I think i shall go bed now >:
Seee yaaa kids~



Hihi,
my fringe grew longer alrdy,
i wanna go cut it again >:
but i lazy.
Daddi came my house arnd 12.35pm, left abt 2, cos going out with my Daddy. :D HAHA, confusing xP
went northpoint, was suppose to buy clothes but i rather go out with Mummy to buy.
Ate there, checked my eye sight. went back pro-teach to visit, Daddi chatted with Mrs Seah der /:
left around 5plus. Go west coast buy my nasi lemak :D then went back Gugu's house.
Went meet Syg @ busstop der. Arnd 6.17? yupyup, pass me things then went back Gugu's house.
Replying letters now <: HEHE so fun.
Okay, i feel like sleeping nao >: nah. later then sleep.
tmr having violin /: siansian. must practise hard alrdy. september having exam ): wo hen jing zhang~

I got this from anthea's facebook's status :
God gave me 5 fingers for a reason. My pinky is for my best friends and our promises that will never be broken, my ring finger is for him and for proof that we’ll be together forever, my middle finger is for that girl that pushes me too far and to show her how I feel, my pointer finger is to silence them, to savor the moment, my thumb is for everyone, to let them know that I’m gonna be okay, No Matter What.

rather meaningful though. hahas, bye kiddos.
p/s, im tired >:





At home doing nothing except playing com.
This Daddi doesn't wanna pick up my calls.. After violin maybe going find Daddi bah, don't wanna stay @ home. Bores me up.

I lift up my pen and write down what i want to say, but when i eventually see you, i can't say anything. Again my fist clenches at the sadness.
Holding the phone, i can't do anything at the possibility that you might call me at the thought of me.
 I don't wanna say goodbye.

Okayyy i'm bored. SOMEBODY ENTERTAIN MEEE AHHH. I think i'm gonna rot at home today
 -__-
I wanna change blog link. But im lazy to ask people relink me >.<
Yay yay yay. Thursday's coming. :D Im a excited kid. Still thinking what to wear.
Heh.
I wanna watch my Hello Baby, but later I don't feel like watching it anymore ):
I wanna watch He's Beautiful. (L)
I wanna watch Karate Kid.
Going youtube listening to songs now, today so shag.

我想你, 我只想你. 我想念過去.

Oh shiok, violin cancelled today, teacher not feeling well. Going tiong soon <: But need wait mummy do deliver my violin and other stuffs to me O: HAHA,
See ya around kids.



Hi hi people, paisey so long nvr update blog.. I neglected it.. Aww.. Thats sad.
So I'm back to update :D HAHAHAH. Class outing coming(!) Im excited.. I'm still choosing my clothes from just now O: . Sad. The outing changed date ):
Changed blogskin again. Hope you'all like it. I need new blogskins O: Suggestions?

I wake up, shaken from the dream of you, today, tomorrow, without you, the may days i can't count for. Where's the way love would go?

Violin tmr, after that going tiong pass things to Charmaine. Then go home? dk leh. Who want meet me just msg me. I can't sleep yet. Too early.. Been sleeping late for the pass few days. On wed, went aunt's house to sleep, 6o'clock then sleep.. Then slowy lorh. Slept at 4 this morning. Then have tuition.
Been msging practically every day/hour/mins/secs.. From morning till morningz. Now I ran out of topics to talk about :/
Haven't been really going out lately /: I need go shopping for clothes/bags/wallet/SHOES(!)
JOIEEEEE~ O: Meet up soon hor!
He's Beautiful 's AWESOME (L)
Just now's 11.11pm wish: "I wish Weijing will always be retarded" (Y)
Msn-ing her nows <: I think I gonna offline the same time as her.. Tell me when you going offline hor ^-^

4June.
After yog training went headed to Koufu/LJ with Joie, Rachel, Emerlin, Vivien, Putri, Sharmin, Jaya ++
Took 195 with Putri, Sharmin, Joie, Emerlin and Vivien. Joie says she wanna cut hair O: HAHAH, sry, didn't follow you go. ^^
Then last min decided to go Putri's housee with Sharmin. <:
After that Meilin called me, about the B2ST's album. Then left Putri's house @ 5. I took mrt to Sengkang.
I freaking scared I get lost lorh!
Was msging Meilin and Doreen asking where's she. I think I took the same train as Doreen O: Coolllll~
Sengkang is at Campus point. Its goddamnit far.
Reached der, Doreen ran to Popular with her sister. But sold out alrdy. Went Macs, didn't know what to do. Ate ice-cream first, Meilin came by cab.
HAHAHAH <: Damn funny. So yeah.. Then she tell us go West Coast Mall??? I donno.. I forgotten whats that place name.. Cab there, so yeah.. Joke around like some crazy girls in the cab.
"Meilinmeilinmeilinmeilin~" HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Eh I forgotten whats the other thing that I can laugh at Meilin about! Except she bang into N.A's _ _ _ _. Laugh like no tmr.
We waited there until 8.30pm. 3 whole freaking hours(!) Tireddddddddddd shit >: , then the album come. Meilin and Doreen damn picky la! Say until like can find the golden ticket one.
Having the goldenticket = taking picture with B2ST !
Took bus to Clementi mrt station. Seperate ways,  but before that lend Doreen $10 to buy food for her younger sist. HAAHHA, Abuse lorh you.. Nvr bring enough money to buy food for your sist.. Nah, kidding! Then mum came grandma house fetch me home <:
Tiring but happy ^^
Ciaos. Ps if the post's very wordy.. I ran out of pictures >: ~


Boring day at home..
Doing nothing now.. Msging Syg. Raya can't go out.. ):
I.M B.O.R.E.D (!) Like seriously.. My knee pain.. -.- Old alrd.. LOL
HAHA, I miss yesterday's YOG. Freaking funny lorh in the bus sitting behind with Weijing.
I scream because I thought that the curtain was a hand.. Haiz, I guess I imagine too much alrdy. I kinda cried. Scary laaaaaa plz. And I kinda scared of myself.. My looks now.. -.- Nvm don't wanna say.. Saying things that you don't wanna remember or typing it out will make you remember more.
OH MEILIN JUST CALLED ME(!) SHE SAID THAT BEAST COMING SINGAPORE HEHEHEHEH I wanna go I wanna go. (!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!)(!) Universal Studio.. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D 31 JULY 31 JULY (!)(!)(!)(!) Abit ex laa. $118? Idk.. BUT I'M GONNA GOOOOOOOOOO! Ask her help me book the ticket liooooo. Doreen going alsoooooo(!) YAY. $&*%(^)*$#@$#%^$%(^)%&* EXCITED SHIT!

If we pass by each other on the street

Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly