I think i like you, alot. But i know, making you mine is all part of my wishful thinking.
To the you who may not know that this post is for you,
I'm afraid to tell you this,
I like you, alot.
I'm afraid the way i look now, will make you want to avoid me,
and what other people say, will make you want to avoid me too.
I know, i should just tell you that i like you and not afraid of being rejected, cos, it's better than having things left unsaid. But just, i'm not like any other girls, i'm timid and a coward in love. I'm sorry. I wish that i was braver. I know i barely know you, barely talked to you, never even see you before, but then, liking you isn't something i can control. You may text and talk to all the other girls with the same way you text and talk to me.
You guys may think that i'm an easy girl to catch or whatever. Fyi, i don't fuck care about it.
If you text me now, i'll tell you i miss you. And i may confess to you. Idk, but i want to keep the conversation with you as long as i can. I don't want to be treated like a toy, play finish awhile alr then throw away.
I hope that's not the you, and i don't think you'll be like any other bastards or wtv shit.
I think i don't want to be together with you even if we could. Cause, breaking up means that our friendship would have to end too. And that is gna suck big time for me.
I'm afraid to lose you when you're not even mine.
yj, C. -12072010
